Saturday, May 5, 2012


I just wanna run away, for the time-being.
I want to sleep 24-7 but I can't, insomnia invading when I try to close my eyes.

oh please oh please employ me! So that I can have my single getaway every now and then -.-
I don't want to be a lawyer in near soon, I want to do something that I wish to do. But..still, reality is an obstacle


beh dong and beh tahan.

Don't feel like doing things, still, I have so much of responsibility/task to shoulder on, submission and evidence presentation waiting to be done, and final is coming (some of the book I haven't even start reading yet! doomed!)
My shoulder isn't broad enough to shoulder too much things, and I felt like collapsing N.O.W!

This is the verdict. You bu shuang, then appeal la, but what ground you want to use as the basis to appeal?
If apex court d, then go for judicial review. I am not good at that.

Can I just do nothing and RUN AWAY just for today? Nope, cannot. the workload will pailing up like a mountain tomorrow (Sunday suppose to be Sabbath Day), still have to face it. sigh!

think of jogging alone. I knew it's dangerous but I don't care. I have no ways to calm myself down already. Getaway plan won't work, no money no time too busy.

GO jog! as a small small getaway

Monday, March 12, 2012

What's God Plan in Our Life?

Google's result:
We know that God has a plan for our lives (Jeremiah 29:11) and we know that He is in control but we began pushing Him into revealing His plans to us NOW – not according to His good and perfect timing.

John 6:28-29,

‘Then they said unto him, What shall we do, that we might work the works of God. Jesus answered and said unto them, this is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent.’

His answer is so simple – believe in Him!

Before you were born, God had a purpose for you. And as you continue to become more spiritually mature, and as you reach your full potential, God will put his full purpose for you in action. Using you in ways you have never imagined, and using you to show the world his light.

If God wanted to stop you, He could.

Dear Brothers and Sisters, do help me to pray for I have no idea what should I do after I graduate (or basically in my life) and I was confused of what's god' purpose in my life and what He wants me to do in Life.

Will continue to pray.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

I have no better thing to blog about?

I have no better thing to blog about other than r/ship stuffs? Haha, perhaps?

Went for coursemate's birthday dinner last week (29/2) and we was playing 'Truth or Dare" kind of game, and I actually told them, I prefer truth, for I have no secret already, there's nothing that I would want to hide from. Ha!

The first question they posted to me is,"Are you admiring someone at the moment?" Frankly, no.
And deep in my heart, a NO too.

I think few days ago, one of my my friend shocked when I told him that I wasn't in any new relationship and I have no candidate at all.

Well, I know myself well. I know what happened on me and I know my phone NEVER RINGS!!!!!! It's already 20 days since I last inserted my phone credit and I only spent RM 2.80 for 20 days!! Good :*) save money, hahaha!

I admitted that I did admire someone (or more than 1?I am not sure haha!) after my breakup last year, but maybe I was too eager to find someone new (slapping myself now :-p) But NOT NOW.

It's not that I have given up on relationship Now but I just don't want to think on things which I can't control with and I believed that Father God will definitely send me a Mr Right who worth we waiting for in the near future <3

Enjoy single life to the fullness (plus saving $$$) and enhance myself while waiting. :)

Keep moving forward in faith knowing that God has great things in store for your future!
# The LORD Himself goes before you and will be with you; Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged (Deuteronomy 31:8)

Saturday, February 25, 2012

When I say nothing at all

When I don't argue, it doesn't mean I give in all, but I just want to save my energy to quarrel.

When I don't talk, it doesn't mean I have nothing in my mind, but I just don't feel like talking to you.

When I smile, it doesn't mean I am happy, I just pretend that I'm fine, in the eyes of public.

When I don't tell about my problem, it doesn't mean I don't have one, but it is that I have too much of problem which I don't know which one I should tell first.

I am not a person who like to argue, I just feel tired. I am just lazy to explain.
I don't snatch people's belongings (particularly boyfriend, so worries not.)

In the end of the day, I just lost my ability to convey the message from my heart.

case closed.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Hot topic in town: Jeremy Lin

If thing ain't going well, I'll have to understand that God has a perfect plan that He has more wisdom than me, and that I need to give my desire up to him. Sure it's ok for me to want something but when I want something I need to make sure it's for a right reason.

-Jeremy Lin

Sunday, January 29, 2012

It's 2012!

January is going to end soon, in two days time and this is my first post for 2012. Heck!HAHA!

Well, things doesnt seem to be favoured on me, which I don't really smile, from the bottom of my heart.

You knew that I once collapsed, on 2011, due to some ______.
Yeah, don't ask me over and over again, it's just like asking someone who have been raped to tell you over and over again and describe how she had been raped.
It's miserable, and I opted for selective memory, to switch part of brain, not functioning on particular matter. Thankyou.

I don't know whether I'd really picked myself up already but I could barely tell anyone "I'm fine, really". I just couldn't. Maybe because of all the bad things that come along, beside the first disaster.

Last November, I traveled to Bangkok, backpack alone, for the first time, and I'm proud that I came back safe and sound! Haha! You know, I went there during the flood season! I still insist of going despite of the uncertain situation, kind'of stubborn, isn't it? But that's me (= and no one can change it.

Have more travel plan to come, ;))

I met a minor accident after I came back from Bangkok, fractured my front tooth. It's fine now as the dentist has pasted it with composite, but the incident still left scars on my hands and waist. (How-am-going-to-interview-like-this? [interview for some special job] )

The last day of my semester falls on my birthday, 23rd December D: celebrated with curry wan tan mee!
Well, time pass too fast when I didn't realize...

I knew I will miss law school, one day in the future.