Sunday, October 2, 2011

Campus life

My campus life will be better and/or perfect with ...... (c'on!fill in the blank with your imagination :pp)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011


'm gonna collapse soon.
I can't handle these anymore.

God, save me please.
Take these sufferings all away from me!
I surrender.

Sunday, July 31, 2011


Mens sana in corpore sano

a sound mind in a healthy body

This is what the boss of Ciao Italio , Perth told us when Celine asked him "Hey, you looks the same like 7 years ago, what 's ur secret?"

So, don't think so much. Throw away your trouble.

And if you really have some thing that you can't let it go, turn to god, let him shoulder it with you (: Amen!

“I have an advantage. God is in control of my destiny. He’s fighting my battles for me. He is my vindicator. And it’s just a matter of time before things change in my favor.” (Joel Osteen)

The Bible says, “Throw off your old evil nature and your former way of life ….” In other words, let it go. Those old habits, those old hurts, those old patterns, those old sins in your life—let them go. The Bible says to throw them off and trust that God is working in you “to will and to act according to his good purpose” (Philippians 2:12-13).

Saturday, July 9, 2011


It reminds me, the purpose for me to step into law school - to preserve justice in anyway I could.
Maybe it's hard to achieve, but we, as the future lawyer, will defends these, with full force.

There are more important issue concerns on my beloved nation which I worried more rather than my own personal issue.

I Love Malaysia, that's why, I stay and I still hold the hope for changes.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Which way?

I am proceeding to my final year of LLB when the next semester commence. I knew I will go through it (to final year but it doesn't mean to sound stand-offish), but it's the grades that matter for me. Now what ponder me is Which way should I opt for after LLB? I knew I still have 1 more year to go, but it's never too early to start planning.

Chamber? I don't feel like chambering anymore! I hate 9-5 working life. It sucks. Tonnes of files, forms, agreement haunting me like no-end. Uhh, perhaps I should try for criminal litigation before I conclude my mind?

Work in the country I like? and forget about the LLB that I've studied for 4 years. Hmm, I would be crying if I have to sacrifice in this way as I've put so much efforts on it.

I've always wanted to go oversea to pursue my study since I'm young. (Then why on earth do you oppose to your parents' idea for sending you to England after SPM/STPM?) Now I regret can? Though I love Law Faculty, UM (University of Malaya), but deep in my heart, I still love to go further. I wish to go beyond this.

Postgraduate studies? Oh my, I hate study!! I don't feel like studying even for my degree!
How can I study in foreign university without sitting for exam or rushing post grad thesis? :(

I want to study in very nice ambiance like the picture above! How can my dream come true? :(

I don't want to work and at the same time don't want to study as well.
My mom told me to find and marry a rich man :( urhh

During my visit to Japan, particularly on the day which I met with ALSA Japan's friends, Kaga-san and I went to Shinobazu Pond and Western Art Museum, I always asked him,
"Kaga, which way(to go)?"
He will then tell me "This way." and in the end of the day, he told me "Today, I've told you many times 'this way, that way."
And we burst out laughing :)

Anyone loves pictures? I am thinking of whether should I continue to write my dis-continued Kota Kinabalu journal (It's 1 year ago!) and other trips. Bear with me, guys! I'm just too lazy! XD

Sunday, May 29, 2011

It's wrong! :(

okay, something goes wrong when u keep peeping on someone facebook's page.
I'm nonetheless than an ordinary girl, no ones will ever fall for me.

Why people get handsome, wealthy and good boyfriend but not me? yeah, I can't complain. Everything is unfair in this world.

Doing my legal attachment in the means, erhmm, not much to write about, just ordinary office life , the only interesting things is get to deal with different type of funny clients. Those who though law firm is Night Market and asked for discount, those who claimed himself clever than the lawyer, those who scolded the lawyers and said the lawyer sucks their money. Endless list! But true, it's interesting, i enjoy watching the 'drama'. However, I think I won't be happy if i am in the lawyer's position. hah :)

Keep on watching movies this holidays, especially Thai Movies. Oh my god,I'd fall in love with Thai production since the 'sin lek lek tee liaw wa rao?'.

Let me recommend some high rated Thai Movie for you all:
1. BTS Love Story (oh, ken lo mak mak!!) Lo means handsome :>>
2. Hello, Stranger
3. 爱久弥新 ความจำสั้น แต่รักฉันยาว
and more to come...!!

This is an indication that I'm not happy currently when I keep on watching movie/drama and sleep like there's no tomorrow.

I hope I can have someone who understand me and my feelings. But that's close to impossible.Big sigh!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Good guys love bad girls

I don't understand why (most of the) girls like to take advantage(s) from guy?
Apparently, I 'm not one of them.
I won't take a single cent from you if I don't like you.
If a guy wanna date me out (with the reason that he's interested in me) but he is not the cup of my tea, I'll certainly say no.

But I have lots( or even tonnes) of girl friends who loves to do so.
They like to hang up with guys, spend up their money etc.
They enjoy the present, bouquet of flowers given by guys.

If I don't like you, I won't even take your gift.
Maybe that's the reason why guys wouldn't come after me?
Ok, I mean, I am prettier than some other girls. But guys prefer the later. lmao.

I wonder why the girls who like to take advantage of boy won't guilty for their action?

I met a guy that day on the street. He woo(ed) me before.
But when he saw me, he acted like he don't know me!!
oh my, what the heck is this!
whatever la, like i care? But it's his attitude that pissed me off!
Come on, I have my choice too!

a post before March ends.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Beware of Your Words

ok, basically just a short and quick update.
Thought of posting this because someone's words made me felt offended.

In Today's Sermon, Brigette said about words, yes , what comes out from your tongue.
It has power, power to cure or to curse.

Words kill, Words give life, either fruit or poison - YOU CHOOSE!

Ok, curse doesn't mean only those dirty or foul words, it includes words that discourage, stir up someone nerve, bring someone down etc.
People don't need other to discourage them. They themselves already discourage themselves.

Be wise on your words, it may HURT! You may not felt that the other party is sad but in fact it does.

To the one who made me discourage, I will pray for you, sincerely.
I wouldn't blame you,no worries. God bless.

Saturday, February 19, 2011


In the mist of rushing my homework i found Thai movie titled <初戀這件小事>, with the several english name such as 'Crazy Little Thing called Love' or 'First Love' . It first catches my eyes when I saw many of my friends sharing about this movie on facebook. Nevertheless, I have no intention to watch it until I came across the mv of a song of it on facebook which posted by one of my friend. I have then decided to watch it due to the touching trailer!
Since it's a Thai production movie, the language used was Thai language. Albeit I have joined Thai Language Class(Beginner) last year as my university elective subject for one semester, I still can't catch what the characters say in the movie without referring to the subtitle. They spoke too fast and some of the words I haven't learn before. (good excuse! [wink] )
The version I downloaded comes with Chinese subtitle. phewwww... Luckily, if not, I will have missed such a good movie for the reason that I can't understand what are they talking about! Well, I do understand a little bit like a-rai(what), makmak(very), neng(one), song(two), saam(three) ect. So when there is a scene of taking photograph I knew it means "1,2,3!" when the photographer says " neng, song, saam!" (laugh!)
Okayyy, well. This is a nice makmak(very) movie. Hence, I decided to promote it! I downloaded it on this Monday, 14/2, yes, Valentines' ! Nevertheless, I did not manage to watch it immediately due to the no-ending homework! Until yesterday night, I really can't stand with all the workloads and so fed up, I decided to give myself a movie therapy! Yes, Movie Therapy! And of course, this movie is on top of my movie list!

So, I watched. I want to give it 100 (prefect) marks if I can! The actors and actresses are all good in acting! It resembled me so much that I cried twice! I would not tell you which scene that makes me cried but I think you can easily figuring it out once you watched it <:
It makes me think back those guys that I met before, particularly the senior I admired during my Form 1 and Form 2. He was once the sportsman of the year in my school and district. Nevertheless, he'd already married and he is not the same him as before. duh, whatever la, like I care. Hmm, I did many crazy things like the girl in the movie do. Being woo by guys, admire someone but just don't have enough courage to go for it but keep doing silly things for him, and from a ugly duckling into a beautiful swan. ok, I may not as beautiful as her but I did ugly before! I am heavier than my present weight when I am in Primary Six (not too heavy though), and I start lose weight when I entered into Secondary School, stress, perhaps? After that, I got whiten especially during Form 4 or Form 5 because I have my parents to send me to school instead of cycling. Hence, less exposure to sun! More so when I entered into Form Six (Pre-U), when I started with all beauty regime like masks, skincare products etc.

Ok, I just can't describe how I fascinated with this movie. You gotta watch it by yourself then maybe you will know me! Haha! Judging from the trailer and overwhelming responses from the internet (just google it by yourself then you will know it!)you can tell it's superb!


This is a MUST WATCH movie! And I bet you wouldn't regret after watching it! If you want me to compare, this is for sure much more better than [Ice Kacang Puppy Love], I personally not fond on 'Ice Kacang Puppy Love'. For girls, Mario Maurer (the main actor) is definitely a charming prince! And for guys, Pimchanok is so sweet and beautiful like the real princess. Thailand not only famous with its transgender okay? They do have plenty of lengcai lenglui* in Thailand too!! (not only Taiwan that have lengluis!)
Just watch it, it definitely worth a try! Just google it or get the movie from me personally. I can't put the donwload link here, it's unethical. (I studied Intellectual Property k, we have to respect others' hardwork! )
Oh, and I want to go Bangkok so much before and after watching the movie. Actually not related to the movie at all, as I want to go Bangkok just for the reason of wanted to have a shopping spree there. I knew I should have stop my shopaholic syndrome since CNY is over, but I just can't help. Girls want to buy clothes now and then without referring to the calendar when is the CNY when is christmas.
All the best and have a nice day :>

* lengcai means Handsome guy while lenglui means pretty girls if you are not aware of it <3

Friday, February 11, 2011

Heart-wrenching valentine.

This is so disheartening.
Not only I will be alone during valentine, but...sigh!

I am just a simple girl
yearn to be dote by a man who can loves me 100% whole-heartedly

I am hoping that there'll be a shoulder for me to cry on when I am mentally worn out.
I am hoping that there'll be a man who are more than willing to wipe off all my tears.
I am hoping that there'll be a guy who will try his very best to do everything for me, like? plucking down a star for me from the sky? I'll consider him a cute guy ;)

I am just that simple.
Please don't mess things up.
Enough of tears.

eh eh eh
u, u, u, and You infront of your computer,
do introduce some good guys to me leh, want to lelong myself ady.poor things!

simple girl.