Sunday, November 29, 2009


no celebration
no xmas at singapore
no birthday
no present


all becoz of this stupid stupid matter
I am down.and drown.

shut down!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

'm still sad over that...


if only I know how to cheer myself up

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Pictures speak for itself.

my life at KL and particularly UM, here goes..

Somedays ago, in lecture hall, no paying attention on the lectures, but playing with handphone instead. Bo Bian, too boring dy ;-(

Popeye @ Midvalley =dabao-ism, again!=
Comment: Nice! coz I am a kid who likes fastfood very muchhh! ;)

Picture taken on the day of Mooncake Festival. One of my friend who is now at oversea texted me and asked whether there's a bright + white moon on the sky of Malaysia as he couldn't see at his place. In order to text back and say yes, I walk out from my room to B Block's parking lot and have a look on the sky to verify. Full moon represented "reunion" in chinese. However, I wasn't with any of my family at that time. Poor~

I had tried. But I don't know why, everytime after I completed and printed out an assignment, I don't have any happy feelings toward it. The picture shown is Criminal Law assignment which had been hand in to the office few weeks ago.
Maybe, I am not really into this profession? -I doubted-

Building a better world for children
A colaboration between BROS company and World Vision
There will be RM1 donated to World Vision fund for each bottle purchased.
Bottles are available at Jaya Jusco, it's cute, isn't it? :)))

actually I am very unhappy,upset(all negative feelings)
Just write and post something to ease my mind.

last week...

First time so guai guai sit down makeup for myself. Should learn more on putting makeup.
Quote fromDR Gan, Lawyer also must be good looking, you know? XD XD

I am not a lawyer yet. period.

Monday, October 19, 2009

She said and I think

I am not suitable with this profession fullstop

Saturday, October 3, 2009

(alone = pity?)'s Mooncake Festival (=

A tiring week.2 tests down. 1 more to go. yup, totally "DOWN". Initially want to cry after I sat for IP test. I tried. I knew I study last minute (which is the things I should have not do). But I already give in and put all my efforts on it. sigh, forget it. It won't cure if I keep thinking about it.

Admin test was on Friday evening. Ashree(our 2nd year class rep) described it as "amazing race".lol. It's actually an open book test, which I knew you all sure feel like 'What?open book?easy lah'. DR Gan gave us the question paper and said we can go wherever we like to do the question. ehemm, the truth is, me and a bunch of friends went library and copy here, copy there. Pinjam here, pinjam there. DR Gan actually setted the test as 3 hours, from 4pm and 7pm. At first, we was like, what la, 15 minutes can finish copy already. But the thing is we cannot find the answer, don't know where to copy. And end up we copied a lot, and only hand up our answer sheets on 7:20pm. lol. Hopefully DR Gan is merciful enough, I don't want to fail anymore test!

Family test result release. 79 failures. I am not on top nor the cream in my batch. But it really draw me crazy when I knew that I failed. (I ponteng my family law lecture this Tuesday) I went to take my paper from Datin on Wednesday evening. SAD :'( gotta work harder for the coming exam!

Nah, and today is Mooncake Festival aka Mid Autumn Festival. I went MV alone, to buy some grocery. Thanks to the Jusco voucher given by mum, I didn't really spend much(cash). Bought a big tin of Jacob Weetameal(1kg), Dutch Lady milk(1 litre) , Pokka Greentea(250ml x6), Rocky(5 in 1 economical packs), some instant noodles, Kit Kat etc(cannot remember already). And of course, mooncakes!! It's so sad that I can't go back to Tangkak for this weekend (because of Admin test!). Too bad many of the mooncakes are sold out, and it left no much choices for me. In the end I bought Oversea Mooncake- Durian and also Milk Tea ^__^ Happy (:
But have to eat it alone lor. My roommates all went back already. And later I have to do my tutorials and assignments.

Very nice packaging as well (._.*)

Nothing much to write, so some random pics here. Sorry, but please bear with my

During holiday, captured at home. Please ignore the stupid-o-ugly bra strap

chio-ness? lol. dunno lah~

and TQ for these dedications! I love to eat(super foodie [: )

Last but not least, alone actually doesn't tantamount to pity. cheers! *-* want to bath then cut the mooncake. wee~~~wait for me, durian duriannnnn mooncake!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Eye On "Malacca"

Actually before this I was wondering why they(government) shifted Eye On Malaysia from Titiwangsa, Kuala Lumpur to Malacca.

And after I pay a visit to Eye On Malaysia yesterday. I found out why. Do you know why their business running low?

Let me explain.
-Actually there are two ticket counters, but only one of it operating, another close. (Raya-ing) puff~
-The cabin is so so so small. Four person inside it is consider as ngam ngam hoh. I can't imaging if it need to carry more than 5 people.
-FYI, Singapore flyer carrys 20 persons.
-I heard some sounds like somewhere (or part) of it cracking. Horrible~~
-It disappointed me. I thought it was a huge one at first.
-8 bucks. and it's only after discount. (Student + Malaysian)

Haha, nevertheless, I need to quote what those who alway promote cc trip's saying: "What we concern is not the place we gonna visit, it's the person whom we go together. "
love you guyz...!!

I claimed to be the best spokesperson for Eye On Malaysia. memang buey pai seh ya~ :p

A very tiny me infront of Eye On Malaysia

act cute~ beh beh

Cheong-K before visit to Eye On Malaysia.

Lastly, luckily I didnt show the wrong direction. Else the driver sure kills me! hehe :p
Pray and looking forward for our next trip! Sungai Sengit+ Kota Tinggi+ Batu Pahat, end of this year.

nah, I am an ordinary student, who hate study. yupsss, it's sucksss. makes me wanna cry T^T
Have you every heard S.H.E's song with the title ? I'm already in my second year of uni life, yet I don't think I have already cope with the life there. Deep in my heart, I alway looking forward to go back home, although mom likes to nag me, brother always quarrel with me. Nevertheless, it's the place we called "H.O.M.E"
I want my holidays back. I wanted to stay here. pampered. haiz. dunno how I gonna face with the working environment after I graduate. Cannot imaging at all.
Alway the princess. In my lovely castle. At my lovely hometown.
I don't want to proceed.
sounds stupid? 20 years old with 12 years old mind. I am not mature. I admitted.

I love Mooncake!!

I am an ordinary girl, alway do stupid things, buying stupid stuffs. (mom said so)
But I love mooncake!! Mid Autumn Festival coming soon, there are variety of mooncakes available in the market.
Here, I would like to introduce two of it. and hope you all would like it (=

*By the way, I don't like "The Cottage Bxxxxx" 's mooncake. Not nice. I cheated by the salesgirl at Mid Valley. Forget it, as I bought it using free's Jusco voucher.

First and foremost, my beloved Yong Sheng!
ishh, I forget to upload the picture I took. So, I just grabbed from their official website.

I love their yam and greentea's mooncake. ^_______^
I purchased them when I visit to Mahkota Parade with my family. Okay, it's my dad who fork out his Credit Card. lol.

Second, Doraemon mooncake from bisgood

Doraemon Greetea Mooncake. So cute right. But have to eat it because the expired date is on November. Part of the Doraemon is in my stomach already XD my mom said this one nice!

A very big box of Doraemon's mooncake. Yippie (A-A)Y

Very nice packaging, right? I love it! And the Recycle Bag as well.

Savoured every mouthful~~hmm
Foods make me happy!! I'm a super foodie :)
Next post up soon. But I have to finish my dinner first.

Thursday, September 10, 2009


I don't like being sick
I hate the Dr
mum said he is disqualified
He took my blood twice, because he failed the first time.
I don't like him
He gave me a lot of medicines.yet cannot cure me.
He is not handsome.This one nevermind.
but he is impatient. He shows me his 'ketidaksabaran' when the computer having problems, when my x-ray result doesnt shown in the screen.

Maybe he is new
we should forgive him.

I wish I could die now.
then I could stop thinking. stop suffering. stop having difficulty in...

my test?
I totally not yet prepared.
Do you think I am able to prepare it during weekend?
I don't think I would recover that soon...

maybe I should opt for Pantai Medical.
I want to back home

Friday, September 4, 2009

I'm K.O.

I am here not to say anything bad about DR LEE YS :p , just a story-telling session. share some funny stories, for you to smile.

Monday 31/8/2009
woke up with the feeling of heavy head.(at Tangkak) Then tumpang friend's car back to UM. When I having dinner at college, I told Henry papa I sick. He said it's normal to have this feeling when you just back from home. Then I said okie loh, go back room and sleep.

Tuesday 1/9/2009
My roomate gave me her panadol. so I ate 1 tablet. Still happily eating college makcik's spicy foods.

Wednesday 2/9/2009
Planned to go clinic after 4pm.But Dr.Y extended tutorial class until 4:30pm. Clinic closed already. dunneed to go liao lor.

Thursday 3/9/2009
went office ask makcik fetch me to clinic KK12 using college van. The Dr at KK12 give me 1 day mc, 1 pack of ulphamol, antibiotic, flu ( actually I also not sure whether I got flu or not ) and ubat batuk. Then I back to First College, took medicines and slept whole days.

Friday 4/9/2009
nah, today.
Feel like getting worse. asked shuhwi. She said nikelkhor said Paramount got Clinic. So we heading to Paramount KFC there.
The doctor at the clinic there(a chinese woman) then referred me to UH. (=.=") She wrote a letter and asked me to bring to the doctor at UH.
*there's one very young (handsome as well) doctor at the clinic, with his hair dye in gold color (very yeng) and drives a "lion" logo car.(don't know what brand)

VERY GOOD. This is the second times I went into hospital. The first time was 20 years ago, when I was born at Hospital Muar.

so, we end up at UH 3pm. registration .wait. pay registration fees. wait. my number is 1277
then the nurse called my number, so I followed her, to the back of Bilik Perundingan 8. She took my temperature. Then asked me when I last consumed my paracetamol, I said morning 4am. Then she scolded me. ask me eat now infront of her. I said I didn't bring water. (she was like want to tampar me already) Then she took my blood. (and she is rude :( ) . She asked me go to buy 100 plus to take my panadol. and asked me to show her after I consumed, she wants to check.(wtf)

then go pay money(again!). bring my blood to the lab while shuhwi went7-11 to buy 100 plus for me.
shuhwi's hand with my blood.ewww...

sit down. and take the 2 tablets the nurse wants me to take. I thought I can rest a while. mana tau. she called 1277 again! (fainted!)

Then I go behind the room number eight, but I see no person there. Then I walk out and saw shuhwi laughing. The nurse open the front door and said "adui~COMELnya ini.suruh masuk depan dia masuk belakang." @@

omg!so embarassing! somemore the doctor is a chinese man. He doesn't looks old, but I don't think he is a newbie. His name is Dr Lee, YS (I make it undisclosed)

Then the doctor asked me why I went private clinic. The nurse hits on my shoulder and says "dia orang kaya mah" (excuse me, don't make me to curse you twice)

I said I went clinic KK 12 yesterday. (a long story, and I hate telling it again and again)
Doctor: What course are you taking?
HM: Law
Doctor: Luckily not Medic har..
HM: ...(wat da...u bias)
Doctor: Do you think you got infected?
HM: No, because I didn't contact with those xxxx victim and I didn't go pasar malam as what you said.
Doctor: GOOD!VERY GOOD STATEMENT! ( ...........)

the result of the blood test not yet come out. so he asked me to wait outside.

I wait. and wait. and wait. until shuhwi and I hampir tertidur.
Then I ran in his room right after a patient came out
"Dr,how long I still have to wait?"
'yaya, you can come in now'
......actually at most of the time I don't know what I had spoke, coz I very blurred.......
cheh, the blood test also no use la. Then why waste my blood.
He busy writing MC for me...while talking with me,
Dr: why staying in college?Not boring?
HM: cheaper.
Dr: You're in which year?
HM: Year 2
(the papers on his table flew and he was terburu-buru wants to keep them in place)(very
and he stamped the mc very hard. and I could barely read his handwriting.
FYI, he told me he wasn't graduated from UM Medic School. JPA perhaps? I guess.

what to do. I still have a date with him next week, yup, this Mr Lee. Dr not equivalent to 'dear'.
He wants to date me.NOT I wanted to go. I wish I can escape as well.

-specially thanks to miss shuhwi who sacrificed her whole afternoon to accompany me.10q very very much-
n Please don't shun me :'(

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Every Cloud has A Silver Lining

I was a bit surprise when I heard my coursemates said that they do have the same thought of giving up due to the heavy workload + stressful life of 2nd year when I chatted with them. I alway thought that I am the only one who is coward, 'chicken' and don't want to face with the reality to move forward. I wish to hold back, and stay in my oh-so-honeymoon life of First Year.

Still, in the end, I have to accept the cruelty of the truth. Earth keeps spinning no matter you like it or not. You will only succeed if you persist through the hard times, and keep going no matter what happens. And yea, I would like to quote from what my coursemate's mommy said: Girls can't depend on their husband. Guys are UNRELIABLE!!! We have to study hard now in order to graduate and get a better job!

Chee Wei's graduation. Hopefully, I would be the next Tangkakian who graduated from Law Fac soon. Nthg to be proud of. But I alway feel grateful,to have you all, as my role model, to inspire me and give me spirit to continue my study life.Zhi Kai would graduate on 2011, Chemical Eng

When I feel depress, I would want to leave, and go home. If I couldn't leave at the moment, I would sleep, eating ice-cream/candies, etc to ease my mind and not to think of those vexious stuffs which will kill my cells. Actually what I need is mere a shoulder to cry on, ears to share my feelings. But too bad, I don't find target here. I do enjoy my own personal space, to go class alone, to eat and to study alone. Nevertheless, occasionally, I do feel lonely when I bought ice-cream from pakcik's stall and eating it alone. No one can share with, kinda pitiful.

Our elective test had been postponed to after Raya. A Monday, which I was very unpleasant when they set the date on Monday. My Monday schedule is very packed and, I have my Family Law tutorial before that. Datin always release us LATE. But too bad there is nothing I can do. No one would change it just because of you. which I really H.A.T.E! aiks, forget it. It had been delayed, means I can go back hometown to enjoy my Merdeka Holiday. Good though.

Another 2 tests, which is Family and Admin coming so as well. Land presentation summore. and Criminal assignment. argh,then why make us to have the holiday (raya) if intend to assign so many works. Holidays mean to be h.o.l.i.d.a.y ! According to Cambridge Advanced Learner's Dictionary, holiday means a time, often one or two weeks, when someone does not go to work or school but is free to do what they want, such as travel or relax.

I heard chambering/working life is harder. I don't know. But I still not able enjoy my 2nd year life, yet.

I knew, same as the last post, I should stop talking rubbish here and better start doing my study! :(

Too Little Time,Yet Too Many Things To Do.

*should I make annoucement that I had created this new launched blog? weee~~~ ^^
updated 20 minutes later: well, I found out that my coursemates had alr linked me. kinda effective rite? I jz set up this not long ago. *cheers*

Friday, August 21, 2009

Hi,Ms. Va-Va-Voom

I had been setting up quite a number of blogs before this,which most of them are now abundant by me:D Nevertheless,the spirit of blogging has always be with me.

So,I end up spending the precious-last-3-days of my one week holidays writing blog.omg!
Well,I had been cracking my head to think of a superb duperb hyper attractive name for my blog.However,most of the so-called-cool name are all registered.sad,kan?

In the end,I decided to put my blog name as Miss Vi Va Voom.FYI,vi va voom means a girl who look mad good.Well,I might be not that gorgeous compared with Jennifer Lopez,but I alway mad and alway good as well(sounds very contradict huh?)

Actually I own another mandarin-written-blog which I would let it undisclosed.I had tried to write an english blog before,but fail.(it was now with dusts and semak-samun).Maybe I have not enough determination?I admitted that my language is not that good,and frankly,not-good-at-all.But be patient with me okay?I would improve it as day goes.

Yesterday,I came across blog whom the author is of my age.She looks very nice in all her pictures and yes I wish I could have what she has.It do inspire me to have my own blog,which can make public,to all my peers, coursemates, 1st-college-mates, etc.

Eventually,I create this blog (:
must be perpetuity har this time.

I wonder why I couldn't look very japanense-ish or korean-ish in my photo.Too Malaysian kan?I don't like it at all.Maybe I should dye my hair,uh-huh?

I should stop crapping here on the course that I still haven't finish my Monday tutorials yet.omg.